We only have about 10 days until the end of the month, and I do need to know what’s what.

But anyway, for my part I’ve decided — only it would be pleasant for me if you could see it the same way as I do.

If you agree that the plan of coming to Paris should go ahead as soon as possible — in other words after I’ve been in Brabant for a short while — then I’ll send you from here the studies and drawings I have here.

I wanted to get on with that, though. Because otherwise I’ll have to be here for even longer.

I’d also so very much like to get the work on my teeth finished.

What should I do?

Altogether I’ve got one franc fifty left — and as for food, I’ve still got five francs credit until the end of the month. It’s desirable for so many reasons that we take the step of changing quickly.

You understand that I can’t afford to take painting materials with me from here to Brabant — so I’ll probably be in a double fix there, both for models and for paint. So there’s no choice — for that matter what need is there for a choice, for what’s most pressing has to be done first, and that’s this period of drawing nudes and plaster casts.  1v:2

I write to you rather curtly, perhaps, but it may not be put off.

For the rest, it actually goes without saying that there can’t be a single objection to finding a temporary garret in Paris right away, on the very first day I arrive — and then I can go to the Louvre or L’Ecole des Beaux-Arts for that drawing,1 and that way it’ll be all the more successful at Cormon’s. So let’s not delay or get involved in long-winded discussions.

We have to put our backs into it; well then, we’ll do that.

If we ever want to do anything good, depend upon it that it will increasingly come down to decisiveness and to quite swift action and that, while despite all the effort one might put in, no one can know with certainty the results of his enterprises in advance, some courage and promptness of action can do no harm.

If it were in any way possible, I’d like to have the second half of that work on my teeth done this month. I’d like to pack up my studies and send them to you, and leave on the last day of this month or even a few days earlier.

But not stay on into March, on account of the rent.

Would there be a possibility of that?  1v:3 Then I can help with the packing at home if it could be of any use to them.

And if I could do a little painting or drawing there, so much the better.

But — the sooner and more energetically we get through that period of drawing in Paris, the better for the whole future. Even what I’ve done in these few weeks here has helped, I feel. And if I didn’t do it, then I would, even though I found it in a different way in nature itself, then I’d always have trouble with fellows who had been at some academy or other — that I couldn’t2 draw — according to them. I still don’t know how things will turn out for me in the end at the academy here — I wrote and told you recently, didn’t I, about how they’d deliberately picked a quarrel with me.3

I heard yesterday that Siberdt — the teacher — had said somewhere that I had a good understanding of drawing and that he’d been rather too hasty. Since he doesn’t come into the class all that often, I haven’t seen him in several days.

I’m working on a female torso at the moment.4 Regards — but write as soon as you can. My constitution is more or less the same, but still I think it’s beginning to improve. With a handshake.